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After Exams Effect
Its only been a few days since I just finished my exams and again, I really have to protest how bored I am now. I'm beginning to regret that I have watched all those 18 dramas and not wait. Yes, 18. Seems exaggerated but true. Even I don't realize how many dramas I have already watched. I did find one drama that seems interesting. Its called the Queen something. A Korean drama about time-travel and stuffs. Unfortunately, I got spoiled by the some author in a blog that says that it has this sad ending, ending up with them only having as memories. I don't really like that kind of ending or I'll get sad. LOL. Anyway, will upload some of the dramas that I have been watching already and am going to give the ratings and yeah, I might spoil the ending too. LOL. 
Panda and Hedgehog
Well, to be honest, I first searched through for this drama because of Donghae from Super Junior. LOL. Could say he's like my fourth crush (Yoochun went up one spot!). Anyway, this drama is about a battle of bakery and patisserie. Well, at first, it seems boring but then first episode was always like that. Really thought the movie would improved episode by episode. Unfortunately, it didn't. It became more complicated and twisted. I find the writers of this drama was trying so hard to make this drama a success but it only made it worse. I mean, at first, it talked about Donghae's character trying to get his revenge on Saint Honore, the largest bakery in town for rejecting him. Then it goes to him and Panda going into a love-triangle with the President of the Saint Honore. Next, it goes to trying to find out the past of Donghae and etc. So it was very confusing. So am giving this a rating of 6-half/10.
My Princess
A cute and funny drama about a college student that just found out that she's a princess and with the help of a princess instructor, she's been taking lessons on the etiquette and etc. Of course, like every drama, there's a twist where there would be people not liking her to be a princess. As episodes goes, it became very frustrating that I always find myself cringing with "come on!!". LOL. What I really don't like was the bad character because I don't really like the look of her. Haha. Overall, its like any typical princess story where the princess falls in love with the instructor. And for me, the main male character is really cute and sweet. Am giving this a rating of 7/10.
Nice Guy
Yes, I usually watched drama mostly because of the actors/actresses, which in this case, was because of Joong Ki. What I didn't expect that this drama to be very sinister and yet, very interesting. I'm not sure if you can call this a love story but there is some love-square in the drama between Joong Ki, the CEO's daughter, CEO's wife/mistress and CEO's lawyer. This drama is basically about Joong Ki's character trying to get his revenge on his ex-girlfriend by being close to the ex's step-daughter. After being framed for murder, Joong Ki tried his best to get close to the step-daughter, use her to bring down his ex, using his intelligence. For me, this drama is very much about people going crazy for money and power, which can be very destructive. Of course, appearance of Gwang Soo was much anticipated too. I'm giving this a rating of 8/10.
Lie to Me
I was recommended by my friends to watch this drama. They keep saying that this drama was really great. Its about a civil servant who lied about being married to a very influential hotel-owner, because she wanted to show-off to her friend that she's marrying a much richer and better man than her friend. Unfortunately, the lie gotten much worse as everyone began to think that it is real. Even much worse, when the hotel-owner's ex-fiance came into the scene, wanting him back. Funnily enough, the hotel-owner plays along with the lie and things became to be more complicated. Overall, giving this a rating of 7/10.
The Man From Nowhere
One short word to describe this movie is "Brutal". Seriously, this movie should be described as it is and should be watched by people above 18 years old. Not for the kids. It is about a man who owns a seedy pawnshop. He befriends with a young girl, who always come and visit him because her mother is a drug addict and who has no time for little children. One time, her mother stole a drug from a notorious mafia and both mother and daughter were kidnapped. Unfortunately, Won Bin's character got involved because before both mother and daughter were captured, the mother hides the drug inside a bag at Won Bin's pawnshop. When Won Bin's character found out the girl got kidnapped and the mother was killed, he went on a mission to find the girl, escaping from the police as well. Am giving this movie a rating of 8/10.
Labels: Emotions n Thoughts, Movies'n'Dramas, Pictures Mania ♥ 0 message from uFreedom of 2012
I have just finished my exams two days ago and it felt really good ! After six months of studying and stressing over tests and assignments, it is all over until the next year. Although, I'm not really confident about my two papers that got me really worried. Anyway, just wanting to post a song that helped me through the weeks of revision. LOL. Seriously, been listening and watching to this for weeks.
Hope you all enjoy this as I do. Even if its an old music video. Hehe. I'm in love with Yoochun :D
Labels: Emotions n Thoughts, Music, School, Videos ♥ 0 message from uBack after two years or so...
I've never realized how long it has been since I last blogged. Lots of things had happened. Good things. Bad things. Needless to say, it has all happened so fast without me realizing. It feels like yesterday as I read my previous blog-posts about how emotional and distraught I've been back then. Looking back, I guess I was pretty strong to hold up. After that incident, I pushed myself through my HND Graduation, through my couple of months working as a Relief Teacher and also congratulating myself in earning a scholarship at UBD, trying to earn my degree. Of course, bad things also happened where I recently lost my cousin, my aunt and uncle. It had been a very rough months during their passing and I do still misses them. Especially my aunt, who shares the same birthday as me. Thinking of her always brought tears to my eyes. Al-Fatihah. Well, I don't really know what else to blogged about but hopefully I might be able to keep my blog updated once in awhile :) So anyway, goodnight. 
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Got this picture from a videoclip that I saw recently. It's awesome ! Labels: Emotions n Thoughts ♥ 0 message from uFinal Fantasy
At the moment, I got hooked up on Final Fantasy again ! Its a small consolation where I started playing Final Fantasy 10.  This is due to the fact that I wasn't able to afford a PS3 that I started playing this back again. To tell the truth, I much prefer this version than the FF10-2. I guess I like the summoning of Aeons, which to me, has always been so cool !  As for Final Fantasy 13, I heard that it is quite hard. Maybe the gaming style is quite different, who knows. Depends on each individual's capabilities in playing a game. Hehe. Though, I heard the summoning technique is quite different from other Final Fantasy. But then, I thought, maybe Square Enix would like to have each Final Fantasy with its unique summoning style. Well, Thats what I think. Labels: Emotions n Thoughts, Pictures Mania ♥ 0 message from uFar Apart
 I'm not sure whether it's just me or other people. But sometimes, I feel like I don't even know them anymore. Hell, I feel sometimes they regard me as some annoying little pest that can't seem to get away from their sight. And if I am in their sight, they would gave me that disgusted look. Sure, they won't admit it and say I may be too sensitive. Yet again, I wonder why other people seems to notice what I've felt? Hmm... Again, maybe it's because I've changed. I'm not sure which. All I know is that I don't have that sense of feeling of being friends with them. I feel like an outcast. But I know that I may not see them as before. Just some acquaintances that I used to know =D Labels: Emotions n Thoughts ♥ 0 message from uGreatest love of all
Now I'm crazy about the 80's and the 90's songs. I don't know why I suddenly feel the need to listen to them. But lately, I find the songs really calms me down and its really fit with my mood at the moment. To compare the love songs of today and the past years, I prefer the old classic love songs. At the moment, listening to Whitney Houston's Greatest love of all. Its really beautiful and I feel the lyrics are true. Its like you really find the love... in everyone... in yourself. So no matter how sad you are, this song is like telling you, "Learn to love yourself because it is the greatest love of all". =D Labels: Emotions n Thoughts ♥ 0 message from uAlone
Whenever I started writing in my blog, it either means that I'm bored or I have no one to talk to. Which in this case, I have no one to talk with. I don't exactly have a VERY bestest of friend of whom I could pour my heart to. A person who I could tell my problems with... not even when I had a boyfriend. Sometimes I keep wondering what is people's thoughts about me. How they think about me. Sometimes I wished I could be like someone who doesn't really care about what other people think. Its ironic how I used to advice people to not let people's thoughts about who you are really matters, its how you think about yourself that really matters. Yet I can't seem to follow my own advice. Sometimes it hurts me whenever I think about how people think of me. It really doesn't help with the way they acted towards me that leads to negative thinking. Sometimes I tried to live up to what people expected of me, yet, I somehow mostly disappoints them. This is why sometimes I feel like wanting to be alone. But being alone can really hurts because all your feelings and emotions are too bottled up inside you and when it suddenly burst into tears, it just won't stop. Seriously, what do people think of me when they talk to me or spend time with me? Am I just too emotional to spend time with? Too annoying and all? I used to try to act differently because I'm scared that they would think of me as an annoying person. Yet, somehow I think I manage to act even more annoying than ever. Its really hurts to fake a smile when you're feel like dying inside... Labels: Emotions n Thoughts ♥ 0 message from uThoughts
It is time like this that I would be thinking about something and wondering what I've did wrong. Sometimes I feel like it is the greatest thing that happened to me yet something I feel like regretting it. I miss those times... Miss the time when we have no problem telling each other how we felt, miss the time about when we tell each other of our dreams and hope, miss the time when we talk about empty thoughts of how our day goes by... Keep thinking about that... Sometimes it made me trying to blink away the tears that threaten to slide down my cheeks to my sad smile... Because of those thought, I would be wondering how is he doing nowadays... Whether he is okay, whether he is having fun... whether or not is he even thinking of me... I am a pessimistic person so I doubt that he would be thinking of me. In fact, I think he may forget about me. A friend of mine used to say that when a person has made an impact to you. Made you a better person and helping you to be who you are now, why should you forget about him/her? I keep thinking that does he made changes to me that I like? Yes, he did... But why do I want to forget about him? Does the sweet memories of being with him outweigh the bad memories of being with him? That, I keep thinking to myself... Labels: Emotions n Thoughts ♥ 0 message from uOut of boredom
Me writing in this blog proves how bored I am. Really. I'm bored. To tell the truth, I want to get out. But if I'm going out, it means that I'll be spending my money, which I'm trying to save. Which again, is hard for me. Ugh ! Why do I have this money problems?!? I'm still a student, yet, I have this problem! I wonder how it will be when I'm working. Sometimes I feel like quitting school and find a job. Again, that's not even an option. I'll be hearing things like "Sayang jua... It will be a couple of months to go until you graduate." So... I guess I have to be patient. This is why I can't wait to finish my school, graduate, find a temp work then continue for my further studies. How much fun is that?!? *sigh* And Mamu, if you're reading this... this is one of the few reasons why I'm quite sad during the past week. Too much thinking makes me bored. LOL. Labels: Emotions n Thoughts ♥ 0 message from uMotivation !
 Labels: Emotions n Thoughts, Pictures Mania ♥ 0 message from uNew Life and New Goals
I'm coming into terms of my new life with my new goals. I'm getting close to achieving the best in my goals to live in a healthy lifestyle and losing weight to win the KAZU Biggest Loser. I'm proud to say that I really live up to my word and I'm more motivated than ever now. I've lost a total of 9kg and I hope to lose more to reach my desired weight. However, not only will that be my only goal but I hopes to pass my Semester 4 so I can study through my Semester 5. Wish me luck on my goals and hope it will come true =D Labels: Emotions n Thoughts ♥ 0 message from uOne More Step
I don't know what prompts me to inviting him to lunch today but I deeply regret it. And even if I still went there, I should have brought my own car. I won't need to have called my mom and picked me up from the Mall. I was so emotional that I break into tears that time. I guess... I kind of miss him. But I know we can't be together again. And he knows it as well. So I'm waiting to pay off my 2 months loan from him then I can totally forget him. Banish him from my thoughts and minds because that's the only way. I know we should stay as friends but I can't do it. I can't stay friends with him, knowing he's free with other girls and I have no hold on him. So it's better for me to totally forget him. Wish me luck. I REALLY REALLY need it. =D Labels: Emotions n Thoughts ♥ 0 message from uStill hurts
I never expected that once I said it to him, it would still make me cry and hurt me all over again. It just that I need to let go of the past and let him go, as well. He will have a better life without me, even though, it will hurt me a lot for not even contacting with him ever again =( Labels: Emotions n Thoughts ♥ 0 message from uCraving
I am soooo craving for this !!! Weird huh? Hahaha !! This is Caesar Salad with Grilled Chicken from Swensen's. Nyum !!  Labels: Emotions n Thoughts, Pictures Mania ♥ 0 message from uHappy and Proud with myself
Today, it's been like the second time that I climbed the hills at the Tasek and I'm quite proud with myself. I know it doesn't sounds as impressive as it seems. But it's been really hard for me. Sure, years ago, I was able to climb it twice or more but not any longer. Though, I hope to go past all that, past all the negative comments I received about my looks and weight. I won't be de-motivated by all that. Hope the other KAZU who is joining the Biggest Loser won't be, as well. =D Labels: Emotions n Thoughts, Fun Day, KAZU ♥ 0 message from uMotivated
Wow...! It's nearly the end of this week but damn, I feel even more motivated and satisfied!! Why? Well, I'm kind of surprised that I actually lost weight =D Lost around 6kg and I'm so surprised. Didn't expect to lose that much. Now I'm beginning to feel all those blisters, aching legs and back are worth it. Because of this, I feel even more motivated to lose more and reach my desired weight. Thanks to Kak Mia, Kak Twinks, Kak Arni, Minah ku and Abg Boboy who went along for the jog with me at the Tasek. Actually, I just got back from eating lunch at Millenium; Grilled Chicken. Wow. Yummy. Though, the Salad at the Swensen's are even more yummier and satisfying. Can't wait to dig in to that salad again. And now, I need to be prepared... Mentally... Why? 'Cause there will be 'Makan-Makan' at Keriam. Need to "menahan rasa" xD Until then, see you next time with my next update =D Labels: Emotions n Thoughts, Fun Day, KAZU ♥ 0 message from uProud and Satisfied.
This is the list that I went through during the Tasek at Bandar.
Hahaha. I know I played games too much but seriously those names suit them all. And really, it was damn satisfying. At first, I didn't think I could do them all. Especially on the hills. But since Kak Mia stubbornly wanna climb the hills, so I just went along. I barely survived at the road of nowhere cause my leg were beginning to weaken. I could barely walk =_= Arrived to the car, I got this huge headache due to dehydrated and the smoke from the cars. And arriving home... Wow! I could barely stand. So although, I go through that, hopefully I had more stamina for today's hiking =D Labels: Emotions n Thoughts ♥ 0 message from uCome and Go
People come and people go. Nothing lasts forever. Even if they promise to stay forever with you but in the end, they will go. So it's just me, myself and I =D Labels: Emotions n Thoughts ♥ 0 message from uOver
I asked him to give me some space but instead, he gave me the ultimatum. So he dumped me. He doesn't love me anymore. He doesn't care about me anymore. What am I to do? Even if I begged him, I still need my space but he couldn't see that. I guess we were not meant to be. Even after six long years, we finally break up. I don't know what to do now. All I can do is leave it but I still love him. And I won't be looking for another anytime soon. Labels: Emotions n Thoughts ♥ 0 message from uFirst day
First day of school was quite interesting. From the moment, I drove out of the simpang of our house, I know that tomorrow on 12th January 2010, I will be waking up earlier to miss out the early traffic. Sure, I had fun singing alone in the car while driving my way to school. But daym, the traffic was horrendous. It was nearly an hour for me to get to ITB from home and that suck. Monday... Well... My free time is quite a lot. But Tuesday until Thursday is quite hectic so it's no surprise there. I'm just grateful that there's no class on a Saturday =D Too bad that I'm not in the same class with Tinie but then again, quite happy that I'm still in a class where I know people so quite thankful with that. Even if I got a lecturer that dislikes me. So from today, hopefully, there's no "Penyakit M" that strikes me during my fourteen weeks of school and I will try to be motivated and hard-working to get through my Semester 4 and enter Semester 5. Amin... Labels: Emotions n Thoughts ♥ 0 message from u |
